A Handwritten Bible of an Apocalypse

I re-started some notes. I’m surprised he isn’t dead after everything they did to him.

I had a nightmare around two years ago.  In this dream, I beaten and arrested over something trivial.  Nothing this depraved has ever actually happened to me.  Situations close enough to it have occurred.  The police did not join in the festivities, but they did nothing to stop them.

Two years ago, that nightmare inspired my first vision of this Apocalypse.  That bad dream would not only inspire a lot of notes for a story that never took off but would be a crucial element of this adventurer’s journey.  The only problem was that it was an aimless journey.  I knew what I wanted to say but had no reason to say it through this character or the world built around him.

The time between that first attempt and now has been wonderful in that I have made a lot of great friends.  I have been finding strengths I thought were lost to the worst of times.   Continue reading “A Handwritten Bible of an Apocalypse”

What a Weekend!

Well, I want a place other than Facebook or Twitter to let this summary go.  Facebook will eventually pull this post into my Notes on their site, but that really doesn’t phase me right now.  I just have to get it off my chest.

What a weekend.

My USB MIDI interface arrived on Friday.  By Saturday night, I had drum patterns going from FLStudio to my electronic drums in real time.  Thus, the $8 cable allowed my existing equipment to turn into a rather nice sounding if slightly dumb drum machine.  So, now I can have drums, Kaossilator, and Monotron all going at the same time to improvise electronic music.

Also, I can still play the drums while the MIDI information is being fed into it.  Awesome.  Just remember that you can’t say “polyphony” without “fun.”

Arts and crafts in the real world!  I stopped by the big-name chain store on Saturday for supplies.  Felt, fabric cloth, and (supposedly) clear blank stickers for my printer.  I printed up four copies of my Riddle symbol.  One for my drums, two for my electronic music toolbox, and one for my laptop.  I also made a copy of that symbol on felt to hang during my video / horror show.

The video show was fun for me to do this week.  I had the compressor working really nicely, but the software lied about just where my volume levels were.  The software said 60%.  The truth was more like 120%.  Damn it all.  But, the story meant a lot to me in a lot of ways, and I took my first step toward bringing conceptual continuity into the project.

Told everyone on Facebook that I was happily re-watching Necromentia.  The director commented to say thanks.  I now suggest you watch both Necromentia and the Gene Generation.

I also started work on finishing the human figure in a current project to draw the Major Arcana in my own sort of interpretation.  There is no overriding theme.  Simply trying to draw them as they might apply to my own life and journeys.

Been chatting with Lords of Acid on Twitter about seeing them in March.  At the same time, a former co-worker texted me about seeing Lords of Acid in March.  I might have to go see Lords of Acid in March.  Now the question is: do I dig my “Our Little Secret” tour shirt out of storage?

Anyway.. wow.  What a weekend.

Nightly Update April 29, 2010

Well, I’m writing about these William Malone movies.  It’s becoming clear to me that I know nearly nothing about writing a readable review.

Learning how to do it properly can simply be the next great adventure.  That is, I mean, between the family, job, magic practice, and writing fiction.

I bought some tarot cards

And I plan to use it.

Friends who have seen me grow over the last ten years might have some interesting reactions to this.

I write best with a little bit of chaos in the mix. Random ingredients that have no immediate connection to the story. In fact, I love working that way.

Creation is magic to me. Better than magic, creation is an absolute and knowable force.